The unexpected of manifesting abundance

This week I began a 21 day abundance meditation. And I have been experiencing a level of freedom around so many areas of my life. Abundance is not solely about your financial situation although, that is where your mind will initially go.

Abundance can show up in every area of your life. Happiness in abundance. Kindness in abundance. Love in abundance. Joy in abundance.

One of the outcomes for me, has been an abundance of feeling in my head where I previously lost feeling.

In late 2018 I took to hospital with a numb head. I had been suffering for three to four weeks with what I thought was a stiff neck. Turns out the surgeon drained an abscess and filled a cup. He warned me that I would likely have nerve damage. If the nerves would return they would do so in six months. It’s now been almost 18 months. And I still suffer from an itchy head which I’m sure is probably not itchy but the side effect of nerve damage.

The sensation in my head this morning is like a bruise. A pulsating bruise. To the point that the sensation actually woke me from my sleep. When I touch the area it is the centre of where the abscess was removed from my head. The cut from the surgeon is in my neck. But it was drained from the top part of my skull. I know this because that’s where the numbness began for me and prompted me to head to hospital.

So I had to google does meditation repair nerves and what does nerve repair or recovery feel like?

How do I know the nerve is recovering?

"As your nerve recovers, the area the nerve supplies may feel quite unpleasant and tingly. This may be accompanied by an electric shock sensation at the level of the growing nerve fibres; the location of this sensation should move as the nerve heals and grows. Over time, these feelings subside and the area should begin to feel more normal."

Wow just wow. I take this as a sign of healing for my head. Although I will never really know the full sensation I know that I experienced transcendental meditations because of my ability to connect within and since my surgery and trauma, I feel I have been able to better connect within.